why?

It seems that nothing really goes good for me. Not saying that nothing goes good, i'm not one of those "oh why me? why me?" persons, i know there are people out there that have it worse. But it seems for me lately a lot of things aren't going well, i'm not going to say the P word because the word is Cursed! And i don't need anymore bad news right now. It seems that Dir en Grey is coming to Houston. [yay] but the bad news is that i don't have any money. Nothing at all!! So i was hit hard, like an arrow through the chest, then to add insult to injury i was bit 5 times by fire ants just now when i was watering the yard... and yes i like to water the lawn in the night. I'm a Vampire get over it! XD

anyways i have no luck at all lately. I should have known something like this was going to happen because i heard about the concert 3 days before the Tickets go for sale. I should have known it was too good to be true.... I feel like an idiot and i can't help but blame my self for getting to over excited.... Its been a while sense a concert has come up  [ or anything fun for that matter] and Now i finally have the chance to see Dir en Grey again and this happens.... :(

this really really sucks....


i wish i could see you guys again.... but who knows.... maybe things will get better soon and maybe i just might? i hope... maybe i will have enough to see you guys live, but not enough for the meet and great. Which will totally mean the world is out to get me if Kyo is in this meet and great!!!!!!!!