heart of gold - My friends.

As much as i say i hate them, as much as i say that if they were ever to leave this world or move far away I will not miss them to much. I think its a load of crap sometimes. As much as they make me mad and i want to strangle them sometimes, whether they like it or not, i think they have a heart of gold, each and every one of them.

As much as i want to hurt them just to get a thrill from their tears I want to also make them happy. I know now that for some of them, little simple actions like marking their name on a pair of hands reaching towards a star was something much more then i thought it was going to be. For others to just remember what they like and telling them something about it is enough.

As much as i hate you guys i like to see you smile because of me as much as i would like to see you cry because of me. But for the sake of sounding nice, I prefer the smiles. ;P

Remember guys no one is allowed to hurt you but me, and Even i will not let my self get to your golden hearts and break them. I'll protect you guys with my life if i have to, because that is the guard dog that i am. Just promise me that you will forgive me for every little peace of shit i say and do.

hm...

I don't know about you guys but what people call meet-n-greet, to me seems more like a signing.
Meet and Greets make me feel bad because I think of them as assembly lines. There isn't much love shared there just, 'hand me your stuff you want me to sign and move along to the next person. Oh! and don't forget to shake my hand'

I think the only thing there that is shared love is the exchanging of smiles

Oh well.I know what you are thinking, "what else do you expect, a conversation?! their already giving you their time by doing this much!" I guess its the 'wanting to meet people the right way' In me that is speaking out here.
I just like talking to people to get to know as much as I can, I think exchanging interests and laughter is the perfect way to find out if you will like some one or not.
Smiles can sometimes be Deceiving.