Valentines day.... such a hater!

So the holiday we all dread, all of us lonely ladies and don't say you don't you liars! Anyways Valentines is coming up.. are you desperate ones out looking for a quick boyfriend/girlfriend out of your standards to stand till Valentines day then dump them once you get what you want? No? Then get to work!

This day sucks, and I told my self I wasn't going to make it so obvious that I'm single, but screw it! I'm a bit angry that everything on the TV lately is about love and stuff like that and "i finally found my one and only!" when you know they will leave you for the next best thing. What happen to love?
I notice its not the same, its all about looks and stuff like that! "Her hair, her hair falls perfectly without her tryin' She's so beautiful" yeah! on the out side why don't you say something about the way she is, Bruno?! Why don't you say something about how you don't care if she is mean to everyone else and shit like that! because most pretty girls are like that!
OH and Ms. thing!! Talking about single ladies! shut the hell up! Why didn't you make that crap ass song when you where a single lady too, hm?! You do this stupid dance through out the whole damn video and tell us that we need to get a ring on it, SO in the end you show off your big ass ring! Ha!
I find my self having to look up old songs!! Songs like True from Spandau Ballet, Open Arms by Journey, my girl or Just my imagination by the Temptations, When a man Loves a woman by Percy Sledge, or Al green's lets stay together etc etc ET fucking C!!
what is wrong with the world?! I can't look at my generation and find a single love song that talks about how the woman makes her man feel or the other way around! These guys really love, they say what is true in their hearts, now all a man can talk about is the way her body makes him feel, and not her soul, her way of being, all of her!
well... I guess i can let Rocketeer slide, but even that song is nothing against the ones i just said.
For those of you who like songs from other languages other then English, because Apparently all music must be in English to be legit, there are still some very good love songs out there! Other Countries with different languages do your best to keep the love going further then the physical!

Anyways! In real life when I'm not complaining I'm really a nice-ish person and I love to help as best I can. my Facial Features aren't bad and with a little help from makeup I can look a little more better. My voice isn't annoying as i like to think and I have a great smile to match my personality very well. I can cook I can clean house and clothing and I know how to give some one their space and time. I'm fun to be with when I'm in my element. I might not dress super good everyday but I can clean up very well and i know what and what not to wear!
So why am i single? I will never know till i'm told. My mother tried to tell me once that the reason is because of my "cock blocking" friends.. "your friends are gay and blah blah"  I told her "I can be more my self with them then you Bitch!" and that was the end of that conversation. So i started to think to my self.. "is it really my friends? Just because their gay or what ever doesn't mean I'm gay!" I thought people new if a girl hangs out with a gay guy then she is straight and has some sense of fashion! I mean I haven't seen a gay guy with a lesbian... maybe I'm just not looking right... hm..

anyways... someday ne? SOME DAY!!

So till I have a boyfriend who loves me so much! I will keep giving my love to my friends! And this year I have enough love to give to two special people! Robert "aka Dreamii" and Jowee "aka Momo"
and I can't show what i have for them till they see it!

Happy valentines day guys! ...... [crying the background]

ah! Sorry Dir en grey!

I went to the dir en grey concert and it was amazing! i haven't written anything new and a lot has gone down.
I will write about the concert later but for now i have a lonely post to write XD