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Saturday, August 20, 2011

i wonder....

I sometimes wonder if i will ever love some one. Honestly I don't even know much about the that word. Love. I understand its Definition and all, I guess i just don't know how. I don't think i have ever really loved someone, or maybe i love everyone and there for i don't feel love as a special experience. But then again i don't think that crying for some one is really a show of love? I have a lot of Empathy for people but i don't think that really is love. I can last a long time not seeing someone and I wont really miss them, I'll have those days of remembering them and wanting to relive that moment, but then again so do many people, so its not love is it? Plus i can hardly stand someone for to long, Then again I do have annoying friends.... Sometimes they do the stupidest and most annoying things i can't bare it! But who knows how i will be with someone that i will date....my Question of the day is "Can i really love and let be loved?"

I guess i can imaginably be in love, but in real life? Could I ever love someone? Could i love someone with their flaws? When I imagine I try to give the person I imagine flows, because i know no one can be perfect in every way! there will always be something about someone that will not be your favorite thing but you can look pass it because there is so much more to them then just That one thing that isn't likable or that you don't like. Plus you can teach people, I was watching this movie, it was a comedy romance for men. The movie really had a lot of info about men, how they see women, and about how to Teach someone. And by teach, in the movie one of the characters gave an example, he said that don't just dump the girl because she is stupid teach her, Take her under your arm and tell her "hey baby this is this and". At that  moment i thought about all the people that leave each other because of something stupid like that, you don't have to just give up so soon you have to teach them, like with someone you are freshly dating or a child if they do something you don't like you tell them, you let them know, "hey I'm not like that, I'm not in to that" so on and so. If that person really cares for you they will really take in mind what you told them just then and they will try to not lose you. Simple as that.

But anyways that's not really the point here, what I'm try to ask and answer my self is if i would and could i love some one.

Its complicated.. i guess i one day i will find that one person that will make me change the way i am and maybe i will love this person more then my imaginations lol! because I'm not a loser like that! I'm a dreamer! and I know it.



Ms. Desperate to know love