heart of gold - My friends.

As much as i say i hate them, as much as i say that if they were ever to leave this world or move far away I will not miss them to much. I think its a load of crap sometimes. As much as they make me mad and i want to strangle them sometimes, whether they like it or not, i think they have a heart of gold, each and every one of them.

As much as i want to hurt them just to get a thrill from their tears I want to also make them happy. I know now that for some of them, little simple actions like marking their name on a pair of hands reaching towards a star was something much more then i thought it was going to be. For others to just remember what they like and telling them something about it is enough.

As much as i hate you guys i like to see you smile because of me as much as i would like to see you cry because of me. But for the sake of sounding nice, I prefer the smiles. ;P

Remember guys no one is allowed to hurt you but me, and Even i will not let my self get to your golden hearts and break them. I'll protect you guys with my life if i have to, because that is the guard dog that i am. Just promise me that you will forgive me for every little peace of shit i say and do.