music and everything clothing!

i love dressing up, but not as much as i love MUSIC. i sometimes feel like that Amanda Lepore song. "i don't know much about cloth but my hair looks fears" and that's slightly true because i don't know much about clothing, i know what tickles my fancy, but at the same time I know well enough that not everything will look good on me, you know? Its like seeing that preppy looking girl wearing goth clothing, she doesn't have the light skin or the face structure for something like that. or a gangster looking guy trying to be punk. it just doesn't look right. But more really its like a big girl/guy trying to cosplay, it doesn't look good unless the character is your size and you just look ridiculous. I mean i know that sounds mean, but come on, their asking for it. I am one of those firm believers that "if it satisfies you then do it" but sometimes i think some people take it to far, i wont say anything to their faces if they look really happy. but i will think something awful. Anyways.....


I wish that Clothing can sometimes be easy like Music. because Music is what you like and its what you listen to right? But clothing people judge you, i would know because  I've been judged, i judge, hell even the pope would judge some one about their clothing and Gays will judge the pope over his. Its just how it is i think some people aren't like " i hate her because she looks better" i think some people just say that some one looks ridiculous because they do, no jealousy, no hate, no nothing! its just that you do look silly in that getup and you have a nice face, body, or what ever to be looking like that. If i could i would so do what those people from that show would do, you know those shows like "What not to wear" or "How do i look" because there are a lot of people out there that need to be pointed down the right direction, for those that have lost weight but still can't get over the fear of wearing something different, i would love to help you, for those that have a nice body and don't know how to show it off, let me lead you down the path that will show off your sexy curves but don't be scared because i won't let you look like a $5 hooker.

As you can see i like to watch these shows when ever i get the chance to watch the TV, [because i don't watch the TV much, at all really] but some times i don't like what they do to someone. Sometimes there are a couple of people they show there that are "individuals" and i sometimes fear them being changed to be like everyone else, i mean some times the clothing and the way they look after is so awesome! But  i do also feel bad that they aren't them selves anymore, that they aren't one of a kind. I sometimes take it to the extremes and i feel like they were an endangered species that where just killed off. Okay that's a little to much eh? XD

Anyways I'm listening to Earth Wind and Fire's "Let's Groove" and have you guys notice.... not trying to sound stupid and Raciest or something idiotic like that but..... Have you notice that the Black people back then looked and acted more friendly then they do now?  I mean come on... their music was so friendly, full of love and joy, dancing off the stress and grooving out with your friends and family. They looked so nice too! They had these big, joyful smiles on their faces and they looked like they tuck the stress of life and said "you know what? you aren't going to bring me down today! or ever!" But Now the music is angry and mean, they don't respect women like they would at some time, and they have these angry looking faces that say "get the fuck out of my face or i'll kill you bitch!" Or the clothing now, they have these baggy pants that don't even stay up, they walk around looking like their hiding something or limping like somethings wrong with them, I MEAN! Why would you want to give people more of a reason to think stupid things about you? I don't know this is just me wishing things could go back to the times where people didn't look so angry, but this time with more of a twist, no more hate. And we can wear what we want! XD

this is Queen Wrath just saying what i feel.