sadly i don't know...

I don't have anything to say but i actually want to write. So perhaps this Blog entry will be of nothing? Or maybe everything.

I sometimes wonder to my self, if i sound really attractive in writing or not? Many people like me by the way i talk on the Computer or the way I write. I've honestly sense I've actually gotten in to social pages on the internet I seem to be getting many admirers. Strange, is there something about the way i talk? I talk the same as i would in real life. why the more attraction from males in the internet? In real life it seems that females find me more attractive. strange, I don't try to dress like gay.... So why do girls like me? I don't think i look like gay! but what ever. I guess all of this has something to do with the way i talk?
well i don't think i will come up with an answer to that, seeing as the people i ask "do i look gay?" too say "no" which i think its because they don't want to hurt my feelings bahhaha!


ok, now for another pointless subject....
In other news!!!!! my dreams of a band are getting nowhere fast!!! what in the hell man!!!! I guess I'm wanting to share this dream with the wrong people. Or maybe i'm just counting on every one around me. My friends are Special, they are wonderful people and i love them to death. I just sometimes wish they would work harder when it came to music. But that doesn't mean that they should try all their best and I shouldn't work on my own dream. I also have been slacking on my piano and Drumming. The only thing i have been working a little on in the Shower is my singing voice, or when i have time to my self. I don't think I'm bad at it.
Honestly i need to work hard! i know that i don't have talent to just be wasted! I will not let my self be dragged down because I'm to scared to stand up by my self.

Other then this Dream not being realized, and my Womanizing ways [O.O really!?!] I have no new stories to tell that haven't already been told by others heh heh.

Oh there is one more thing! I'm totally in love with my face! what?! me! Ms. I'm to ugly to love?!
Yep its true! its so true that in my good days I would fall in love with my face. As an Artist its easy to see the Beauty in things, the differences, the ugly, and the wonderful. I think my face is something that only another Artist might admire. The only curse is that i tend to pay to much attention to little things that will change my mind about things and people, I can't do with just one look, it must be long and hard, and when i can honestly call something beautiful and or Attractive it really must be.
I think I'm uver sexy in the face and i really would like more people to see it! [ahhahaha!! i'm so funny]

Anyways I'm guessing I'm done with this entry.