today...

I head the chance to hear about a tragic thing. I wish that stuff like this would reach my ears. But sometime I rather hear about them in time then late, then crying would have a meaning. My dear Jasmin You, I wish i would have heard about it sooner. I always felt like we were two of a kind. I always wanted to see a sky full of stars before my time come to its end. I wish i would have had the chance to meet you in person, I wish i was there in your last moments, I wish i could have held you hand and felt it become lighter as your spirit flew away in to the passing breeze up to the sky with the start that you wanted so painfully to see.

Today I heard about another passing. One men which i knew about the other greatly known by everyone. The vocalist for Kagrra, Isshi. I wish i would have never skipped that song when it came up in my ipod. I wish i would have listened to Utakata more then I did. I wish i would have remembered to make you one of my favorite bands. I don't think i could listen to Utakata without crying again, if i could sing all the lyrics and not break my voice. I hope you tuck a gentle breeze and followed your way across the river. I wonder where you will end up, somewhere beautiful i bet. Hidden under a Sakura Tree, in a place where everything is always easy going and the wind always plays a song to remember. I hope you are there surrounded with all your favorite thing and no more pain, stress and the stupidity of the human life. Be full of laughter and joy in that beautiful place that I wish to send you after you close your eyes for a long good night. So long for now, I wish you a safe and easy journey to the other side.

The other man Taiji, bass player passed away too. It seemed that he was having a hard time, He tried to kill him self, and soon after he died. He was acting violent which leads me to believe he night have been under some kind of influence or he had a hard time and like some other he became angry and violent. I know it might have been alcohol, but i rather not say it. Knowing the number of people that have done something stupid because of it. I wish to believe that everyone will do so too. I wish him the same, a smooth and easy tripe to the other side, I don't believe in a god, but i do like to think that this place, this Eden as i like to call it, will take you in and love you for what you did right and not judge you on what you did wrong. This place i talk of will take you in with open arms and show you a way without pain and anger. I promise.

Rest in peace guys.