Understand...

Its an awful feeling when you really want to say something but you can't, or you just can't put it in to words, that which you really mean.
Sometimes its not you but the person you are trying to talk to, They will not listen or they will not let you talk because they feel their opinion is better.
sometimes their opinion isn't any better and most of the times they don't know you as well as they think they do. They think they know you because they hear what they want to hear and not really what you have to say.
I wonder sometimes while i lay my head on my tear drenched pillow, "How many times did we try to have this conversation and it always ends up being the same thing? How many times has the words they said been the exact words they have said every other time you have this conversation? I wonder how many other times I held in my tears and turned away only to come out of this conversation that was suppose to make me feel better feeling worse?"
For ones let me talk goddamn it! Let me finish what I have to say if you really think you can listen as good as you say, Don't interrupt me with they same thing I heard last time!
Its not even the same problem.

I wish that she would just understand that when after we have our "talk" that I leave with a frog on my throat, sometimes thinking to my self if I open the window and jump out will she listen then? I wish that after those conversations I wouldn't have to turn to my music to make me feel better when its here that i want to make me feel better.

I know she is trying, I just wish she would try to listen more then just pick up one or two things and roll with it. "that what you are feeling i have felt before, i have gone through that before" really? If you really have gone though this before, why is it that you don't see that i feel just like you probably did.

Unheard.