Its coming!!

Haha! it is December first now! And I'm getting more and more excited. I have finally gotten my email i was waiting for, I printed out my conformation thing and I have my ugly ID which one of these days I hope to retake looking smashing! ahaha!

ANYWAYS!! what can I say?! I have to make sure that the House of Blues lets in Cameras. I'm trying to record my self as I count down the days till i get to see the band that is most dear to my heart.

I really hope that nothing goes wrong and if  something does, i hope that it is fixable and i can avoid crying my eyes out.

oh oh oh!! I have to say something!!
When I first heard of the concert I guess i was so excited that i had a dream about it. [i have had 3 dreams before of the concert]
the first one I was waiting with some other girls in the m-n-g room and then we all started wondering around and i was walking with my good friend Glenda when i looked through the crack of the curtain and saw Kyo with his blond hair and it was like we both saw each other which was pretty spooky ahhaha!
i thought to my self ha! that dream will never happen, kyo's hair is black now, well now its blond again ahahah!
ok my second dream! hmm... for some reason i was in mexico and i was talking to Toshiya and Shinya! AHAHAHA!! enough said
my third dream was that I wasn't going to make it in time to see Dir en grey. now that dream was more or less realistic then the rest and it really dramatized me. I have to make sure where i'm going what time i should be there do i have everything i need? its crazy! I'm getting a ride, so i'm constantly telling the person "do you know where it is? are you going to pick me up at this time? i can't make it later then this time, do you know where it is?" i'm crazy!! But after what happen with D'espairsRay, i have a reason to be so scared.
Oh it was a tragedy for me and my friend! we were so looking foreword to it, talking about how we will sing Horizon to call them back for encore, and how we would love to hear this song and that song. then it hits! show is cancelled  "what?! that can't be!" oh but it happened, Hizumi was sick and had to cancel some shows. with my luck there went my show. :(
But this time i'm making sure I don't screw up by saying the P word and I must keep ready for anything that will happen.

Anyways... enough of my super crazy self!